In the time between my last writing and this one I tested my new resolve to be either all in or all
out, and it worked! I had a few other decisions come up that I had to make since the last post.
As I thought about making these decisions (one by the way was a really big one) I simply
weighed the way I felt when the situation presented itself and then I took time to imagine myself
in the future having made the decision or not and how I felt. I feel that I am now exercising a
new muscle, which sometimes can be a bit scary. If I feel anything negative about the situation,
I simply call that being “all out” then decide that is not for me. If I feel positive feelings, I call
that being “all in” and I decide that is for me. So far, the fear is still there and yes, I have made
some decisions based on my own feelings that my or may not prove beneficial but hey; I made
the decision! Having a process to help make decisions feels far better than sitting back and
letting life happen to me and wishing I had done something to steer my life in a direction I want
to go.